Again. Very rare that I fall asleep by midnight lately. I’m still awake, unable to fall asleep. And I’ll be up at midnight again tomorrow night and I’ll try to be on Friday night. I’m starting to sleep less and less =/
I love you <3
Been a very long time. And what have i been up to in the last few months? A lot, actually.
Let me see. I quit work only to end up staying and i still hate it. Screwed up my back and now seemingly my neck. Seeing a physio on friday and need an x-ray soon.
Then there’s been the time with my girl. Loved every minute of it. Well, except for one night last week. But let’s not go into that. That was a mistake. A very big one that I’m thankful didn’t ruin well, my life. Since then, I’ve been happier than ever.
And not to mention growing closer to who is now my best friend who i consider to be a sister to me.
And school. Gets worse every day. Not that i care. Bring on November 21 and its all behind me.
So yea, thats really it.
Simple Plan are the most amazing band ever and their lyrics have actual meaning. Without them, I would be lost.I’m so fucking sick of getting shit for these guys being my favorite band AND you know what? I’m done giving two cares of what you think.
Go fuck yourself if you’re gonna talk shit about them or me.
They’ve been there all the times you weren’t. They were my childhood, one of the only good things I remember. They’ve made me half of who I am today.
So go away and keep listening to your music that doesn’t mean one goddamn thing to you.
It’s gonna be hard. I’m sick of being one of the hardest working people. You know what, fuck my modesty, I AM the hardest working person there. Seriously, I’ve worked half the days this month and done almost half the closes. I am good at my job and I work my ass off. Yet I get treated like shit. I always have to do everything and my back is probably never going to be normal again. I get all the crap shifts while everyone else gets it easy. Whenever I work day shifts I get made to do everything and I always have to work the most. ALWAYS. And whenever I work night shifts I have to do some of the day staff’s work that they’re too fucking lazy to do. I love some people I work with. Some of the people are amazing and I love working with them. But some expect me to do everything. I’m sick of being walked all over for no good reason. Once I find a new job, I’m gone.
You tell me one thing and now almost everything you say goes against that. To think I actually became very negative towards the people who doubted what you said. I feel so sick because of it. I grew apart from friends and my parents because I toom your side. My mistake. I’m done with you. You talk to me and I’ll be mature enough to talk to you. Just don’t expect me to start any conversations. Alright, thanks.
“You make me wanna shut it all down,
Throw it all away,
Cause I’m nothing if I don’t have you,
What’s the point of being on top,
All the money in the world,
If I can’t blow it all on on you,
So, send the cars back,
Put the house on the market,
And my big dreams too,
Because it’s all so clear,
That without you here,
I’m the loser of the year.”
